Introduction

Hi. I’m the idiot formerly known as notJowy. Well, still known as that, really. I don’t know if I want to change my Twitch handle. (I actually really want to but… that feels weird, even if I’ve only been streaming under it for two months?? It almost feels arrogant to make people call me by another name when they barely know me. Does that even make sense..? Is it better if I just stick with this..?)

Anyway, I'm apparently easily convinced to do stuff that seems like it might be vaguely fulfilling in a way, so here we are making my own little Neocities thing. Sort of like how I was maliciously tricked into taking better care of myself and had an epiphany and decided to get the whole transitioning thing over with. Granted, I made the very unique decision to do that at like 2 AM while playing Lagoon for the X68000, so now I have that as my legacy, but... oh well??? It's pretty funny tbh.

After that, I made the decision to get into vtubing. I like playing video games, I like old games, I like interesting niche stuff, and I sure do enjoy talking to people while playing them. Yeah, sure, the anime girl l2d part is pretty appealing too in the wake of recent life changes, you don't gotta point that one out to me, I'm well aware!!! Two months later? It's fun. I'm happy doing it. Some day I'll have a model I can truly call my own (not to disparage the one I'm using!! it's just one anyone could use if they bought it on Booth!!) but there's plenty of time for that. The fact that I can have 15 people chilling out as some complete nobody while I play random ass things like Belzerion or Assault Suits Valken is cool to me.

I really am grateful for those who come to watch, regardless of whether they're just chilling and lurking or chatting. (Sorry for everyone having to suffer the woes of me trying to get better at the whole streaming thing... sorry... sorry... lmao)

It's been nice. I've met some cool and talented people. I won't name names because I think the psychic damage I'd suffer if any of them read anything I said here and repeated it to my face would be too much to bear. Blame the 0 defense stat. And I was invited to be on a Twitch team with some other cool people so that makes me happy too. It also sort of makes me regret taking so long to do anything new with my life, but, eh. No time to worry about that, you know?

I don't know where I was going with all of this but I figured it made sense to make a lil intro post before I commence with posting other dumb nonsense. I'll still be posting on BSky as usual, I'll be streaming for the foreseeable future, no big exciting plans at the moment or anything like that. That's about it.